It's been 14 months since my last depression...it's an amazing thing! I cannot believe how I totally cheated myself out of this kind of life by not acting sooner to resolve it.
But I suppose that is part of the depression trap....I was down on myself, didn't feel worth it, hated myself, gave myself permission to wreak more havoc on my life, which only made the depression worse....plus the bipolar II stuff didn't make it any easier!
I thank God every day that I am as "normal" as I am these days.
And to think it took me 30 years to get tired of the depression. I must be crazy LOL.