((( sabau2 )))
The fact that you care so much for their safety and surival touches my heart.
I can relate to you feeling like you can't save them. I know the feeling all too well.
In the end they couldn't even save themselves. I still struggle with it.
I can also relate to your grandson. It happened to me too. I am petrified of police. But he has a better chance of coming through it in one piece becasue you have his best interest at heart. Because someone recognizes the damage that can be done. He is lucky to have you.
I didn't have that. It would've helped.
I'm a PM away if you ever need to talk about it.
((( HUGS )))