I am getting a cold, all I need now is having a cold and I got one ... sighs

Today, I am very anxious, I have Doctor appointment in 2 hours, seeing my Oncologist always made me feel like some horrible news may come alone with the visit ... It is all about Chronic Anxiety and I know that, but I still have the anxiety anyway.

I am so weak that am going to drive to my appointment and see if my doc find out what is making me so sick. I probably got the cold from the hospital. I stayed there for 6 days till last Sunday, taking care of my husband. Yesterday I cried a lot, till the anxiety gave me a little break. Now everything start over again, a new day, a new challenge , one step at the time, I Have to Make it!
Get in the shower, get dress, drive, get to the appointment, Blood test, wait and wait, doc come over, talk, check, prescribe, go to the Pharmacy, come back home ... Seems like something so easy, but for me is like running a marathon today.