I have not read the other posts... yet ....but .... once again you fear connecting with your T. You are distancing and are dancing a dance with him on your fear and desire to connect with him. The more you connect the more you will have to deal with what is really going on within you. JMO... Did you have no other option but to take that class at this time? Maybe/maybe not... just ask but this is an opportunity to stay connected... It is your choice to not connect. That is anxiety producing... What if you desired or were able to connect without a crisis..... without a crisis... you can deal with what is really going on that you are camoflaging via one crisis to the next.

Just a thought or two... For what it is worth.