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Old May 02, 2007, 10:23 PM
withit withit is offline
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Anyone else have this? I'm guessing it's more likely to happen in the beginning phase of treatment......last time I talked to t about some negative habits of mine.....and I'm so angry at myself for having let the cat out of the bag....is it cuz I fear she will now be disgusted by me...? and I'm angry at myself for causing her to be disgusted? I want so badly to be fully known, yet then I get angry at myself for kind of 'losing control'....like as if I'm supposed to keep it all inside....and be cool calm and collected.....spilling it all...ohmygod...getting naked kind of.....and I DO look disgusting......aaaaaa.....