I haven't gotten to start it yet!

I am going to pick it up at the pharmacy in a bit. I want this to STOP!!!! I don't want this to get bad again. I'm getting irritable again like last time and starting to get near tears really easy too. The anxiety still plagues me. I contacted my preacher about all the things I'm involved in and said I need help. I cant do it all. That should help a little. I'm so tired of this.