i have a girlfriend who's around my age. I'm still young but I am only physically and sexually attracted to women between the ages 35-50. She wants to get intimate and i usually go along but it takes me a long while to get aroused since I'm repulsed by her physically, I would rather find one of my older women I have been intimate with in the past and have sex with them. I'm trying not to hurt my girlfriend which is why I am scouring the internet for answers to this situation I have been in since my teen years. Does anyone have an answer for me or are experiencing similar problems?