I have to go home soon and I dread it. I feel so lonely in the evenings. My house seems so small and lost. I miss my kids--one is in UK right now and one in California. I don't have a partner; but before I became depressed this time I was happy without one. I have several friends but sometimes it's really hard for me to reach out to them. I'm worried about my job; I'm supposed to be building a clientele (I'm not the one who does the marketing) but so far there's very little. I'm just scared, so scared.