Thought it would be nice to post something positive. I been on this for a very short time and came on while really stuck in head and feeling down. I wrote a thread a few people responded. I have been responding to other threads and doing something new. What I am finding is that I am not in my head as much and I am allowing small parts of me to be seen by others. Have not done that in yeeeaaaarrrrrsssss. It feels strange, but in a good way. I see this as something positive because I have enormous trust issues with all people especially females. Hope this may encourage someone else to try something different.