^lol, yes that sort of depicts how I feel about it....but whatever still got to try to enjoy some aspects of life, but over-all it's not getting better and that reality is depressing. No matter how many things I may be able to find to distract myself or try to enjoy it's still there and well obviously I am not fond of the society of which I live but I don't feel like there is any way to effectively make it better....What am I going to do start a protest and get arrested for 'disturbing the peace' or some crap? Petition the government because they care so much what poor people with or without mental issues think? Sort of seems futile...but at the same time I can't very well just accept it and be ok with it like CBT tries to teach you to do with everything.