Thanks Kaliope! You're right, it could very well just be the anxiety. I'm looking for a therapist to help me learn some coping skills and treat my performance anxiety. Hopefully that will be a good resource. It's interesting that you love your job but sometimes still feel anxious. I don't even know if I love my job anymore because for so long it's been linked to my anxiety, that it's hard to see the positives. I do love working with the kids.