Thank you everyone! I have appreciated the feed back. It has helped to let it all out to people who understand. While I have been waiting for propper care, I have found it helpful reading your post and the feedback you all give each other. I started to not feel alone.

I finally got an appointment with my primary care physician and it went well. I got some feedback about one of my meds that could have brought this on. I was told to taper it down and stop. I finally got an appointment coming up with a pdoc. I just kept calling the pdoc office back until I got someone's canceled apointment. I am anxious and don't want to be around people, but at least I'm not feeling completely overwhelmed anymore.