Hi CosmicRose,

Yes, it could be due to the PTSD, when someone is stressed enough, or overwhelmed that has PTSD that can lead to an episode of releasing anger. It's definitely listed in the symptoms of PTSD.

Do you see a therapist to help you Cosmic?

It sounds like you are stressing, worried about things "if they take place" you cannot control. I am glad your father was understanding with you, he is willing to forgive you and not hold a grudge, that is very nice of him.

You need to slow down and do your best to reduce the stress you are having. Take things one day at a time, enjoy your father and try to slow down or go for a nice walk when you feel the stress building up in you.

((Hugs))
OE