My husband and I talked. We decided that IP is not an option because my fear of landing IP after a suicide attempt keeps me from attempting suicide. Getting rid of that fear may be counterproductive. I'm apparently more coherent then usual but he doesn't want me on the seroquil either but agrees I need an AP PRN. Especially because I feel I'm slipping.

So we're going to walk-in tomorrow morning and take the seroquil tonight. I'm going to ask for Invega, or Latuda. If they could change my AP if not I have an appointment in a week,