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Old Oct 02, 2014, 11:58 PM
Claritytoo Claritytoo is offline
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Originally Posted by Patagonia View Post
Claritytoo
My T hasn't done any of that. We've been focusing more on PTSD & emdr work. I've been waiting for over a yr for more movement to understand these parts but she seems to b in no hurry.
The anger part is always right on the surface ready to explode out & I do everything possible to make sure it doesn't. I don't think I could control the rage, the destruction it would like to do to that office & the SI it would like to do to me.
So I wait.

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When I started therapy my rage was always to my right just a bit in front of me. He was ready to attack if he thought there was a threat. As the years moved on my rage is behind me to my right when I am in therapy. He is always there but I think he no longer sees my t as a threat. But when my little ones are very near the outside he becomes very present because of the fear we have about seeing what happened to us. So my t was taking her time also. I still am not sure what my rage might do if we see and feel what happened to us. And when he is in control we just close our eyes until he is done. I wanted my t to go faster in the beginning but now I think it is ok to go slow until I know rage will be ok with us knowing.
Thanks for this!
Kiya