Hi sorand0m, it's good that you recognize you need help. I hope you're able to get it soon, your family would probably want to know that you're struggling so they can at least be there for you.
-Take care,
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type