Well I went in thinking it was gone and happy, and it's back in full force. I wanted to talk about our relationship and we started talking about my mom and the fact that she apologized for not being the best mom before she died. Somehow that triggered the feeling in my chest that I get when I know I won't want to leave and in between sessions will be hard. I have 10 days now unless someone cancels. I left feeling she's mad at me and she pointed out that I'm bringing her into it. I keep watching for her to push me away, get frustrated all just like my mom but I don't realize it's happening. I hate that her reactions affect my mood so much but I have a hard time separating the transference from reality. Maybe that's what she needs to help me with.