I almost died about 4 years ago from alcohol and Tylenol. My liver and kidneys were quickly failing and my wife was told I would be dead within 2 hours. Somehow I survived and spent a few months being free from Tylenol and booze.

I started back up with Tylenol but no booze and soon I was taking an incredible amount of them.
At one point I was taking up to 50 extra strength Tylenol a day and 3 times I almost died while at home.

Now I take about 30-40 regular strength going down to none if I feel too sick, but within a few days I'm right back at it. I have been doing this for about 3 years now and God only knows why, I am still alive.

I will die from this soon if I can't stop but every attempt to do so fails.

I don't feel suicidal but what else could this be?

Please post anything you can that might help!