I want to cry my eyes out. Wrote down that stuff to take to T, but not sure I can show her. I don't see her till tomorrow, and it feels like forever away. I miss being able to write to my old T between sessions. It felt like someone else knew, even if she didn't read it right away (or ever, since she didn't want details, I would warn her if it was details coming her way and tell her she didn't have to read further, but that I needed to "tell" someone...). This just feels like I'm still the only one holding it all right now.
I know this T generally doesn't call back if it's something that's better addressed in session, and I know I told her I wasn't looking for a call-back, but in the light of day, I really wish she'd call and have something, anything that would make the rest of the time till session more bearable. This has been such a ****** week...
Sorry, I'm just whining...
Thanks again for your support.