I am 41 years old and have been struggling lately, especially these last few months. I have tried talking to my husband about how I feel and he just gets mad and tells me to knock it off. He is a truck driver and he is gone all the time so when he is home or has a few minutes to call me, he doesn't want to spend that time listening to my problems. I was sexually abused as a child and had a pretty bad childhood. I never told anyone about the sexual abuse until a few years ago, I told my husband. Well a couple of months ago I found out my little brother has been sexually abusing his son. The same day I found this out, my son, who is now an adult, told me he was sexually abused by my brother several years ago. This has been more than I can bear. I find it hard to do anything anymore, even simple tasks have become extremely difficult. I feel that no one cares and there is just no hope anymore. I don't have insurance and I can't afford to pay to go get help so I'm not sure what to do? I am just so lost and confused.