Actually, I did look into asexuality, and, for some reason thought that wasn't quite exactly me. I never heard of hetero romanticism, but that sounds a lot like me. Another weird thing is I'm very attracted to good looking men, and, especially while they are clothed. The male naked body does not phase me in the least. As a matter of fact, I think it's pretty gross. Just nothing attractive underneath those clothes.
And still also concerned about my closeted porn addiction at such a young age. Again, something I never realized until recently.
I feel like my whole life was upside down now, and wish I could do a do over, and realize that just because I was boy crazy, didn't mean I desired sexual contact.
I will look into assexuality again, as you suggested.
Thank you.