I always get more depressed in fall. The weather now is really effecting my mood. The days are still fairly warm, but the nights get chilly. Today it's cloudy and windy, been raining off and on, and the leaves look pasted to the wet black street. It makes me feel so bleak, especially knowing that winter is coming and that I'll have to stay inside all the time when it gets cold. I don't know if I'll be able to hold up.