I trying TMS as a last resort and to hopefully save my life from suicide. It is nothing like I expected. Today was day 2. Both days were extremely painful. Like the worst pain I have ever felt in my life. I did a lot of research and nobody described anything like what I am feeling. I sat in the chair and cried the whole time because of the pain. It literally feels like someone is drilling into my scull through my temple. This make child birth a piece of cake. I can't go through with this. Had anyone else experienced this?? It's not supposed to hurt this bad. I feel so hopeless!