Wow, I just don't see how you are coping with these triggers that your therapist is TRIGGERING in you.
This is very concerning and I'm sorry for your situation , people go to therapy to try and process these things safely and can take a long time.

This is your 3 rd session and it seems like I should tell you to take self defense classes against the very person who is suppose to heal you.

On the flip side, it's not your fault , you did not make him do anything , you have no reason to feel guilty or sorry for him.

You DO have the responsibility and the knowledge that this is not healthy, and you need to walk away.

You can walk away from this, as opposed to when you were a child, and we are here for support.

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