The weekend is coming now, and this week went by so fast. Then it's back to work on Monday after having a week off. It's the first week off I had in a while. Unfortunately I ruined my time off with depression and anxiety. I felt like I was driving my friend nuts. He can be pretty critical and not understanding.

I may have to make an appointment for a doctor because there's something suspicious with my skin. I really dread it. And I feel like I've blamed myself for having that problem on my skin. My friend seems to think that there's nothing wrong. But I think that there is. That concern that I have with my skin ruined my time off, especially the last half of it.

Also it's been so hot outside. The heat makes me feel depressed. I tend to be more cheerful if it were cloudy and drizzling. As I'm typing on here with my windows opened, there are a couple of little girls next door playing and screaming really loud. I hate it when it's hot!