thankyou everyone, didn't go well, still on2 year waiting list. managed to get cancellation with university pdoc who is getting me assessed, getting my meds changed, when i feel less depressed and suicidal he will get me long term help.had all my pills confiscated, only allowed to havethem dispensed .so good news this fantastic man at uni is doing something useful. i could kiss him. his initial diagnoses is bi polar ptsd and borderline and clinicl depression. joys.

jin