I feel really out of it today. Yesterday I managed to eat 3 meals (well, two and one of my restricting "meals") but I had two of them with people. Right now I'm alone and I've had... one yoghurt. And actually I feel like purging even that. Too much noise, or not enough, I can't tell.

@phenix: I tried negotiating with my T and got a hospitalization threat. Everything feels like too much and nothing is working, I feel like I'm stuffing my face and I'm still losing weight. Dizzy at work. Maybe I should be hospitalized...