Sorry to resurrect this thread, it's v old...
But just wanted to ask about reations.
I did manage to talk to t, and said about this horrible turned on eeling I remember (letter after e not working on my ipad!) and ughhhh, I just didnt look at her, I eel awful, disgusting. She said all the right things, ie our bodies are wired to respond that way, we ant hoose (okay, letter after b gone too!) to respond.
But....I was doing the touching, not being touhed. So it's not about pressing buttons and responding....but I didn't say it, it was hard to speak.
Also, when I got home, I was like wt*, had obviously responded sexually..without knowing...ummm, you know, bit squidgy
I am so wrong.
Yuk.