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Originally Posted by 8thstreetbungalow
It is all dependant on yourself. Everyone has their own craziness and quirks and everyone has issues with society. This goes for people diagnosed or not diagnosed.
I had a period of time cops would stalk me in public and they even would start to detain me and put me in mental hospitals.
You just gotta know that they are doing their jobs and not everyone is not going to like you. But if you focus on personal boundaries and practice the things that are taught at a hospital you gel into society (depending on your problems).
I agree is not completely fair for some people out there, but realize someone somewhere has it worse off.
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Are cops just doing their job when they shoot people or peoples dogs without probable cause? I don't know I'd love to think all cops are just 'doing their job' but it seems plenty abuse their power which is well a bit threatening. Also no not everyone has issues with society some are perfectly happy with it and don't seem to see an issue with it. As long as they got their cable t.v and ipads and what not.
Also the idea there are others in the world that have it worse than me in a lot of ways just makes me more sad about the state of the world, I don't find any solace in the fact that I might have it better than someone else.
And I don't want to get into society, I don't want to assimilate....to a profoundly sick society that disturbs me...or develop any 'trust' for the system....not to mention mental health treatment options suck in this country CBT, ha give me a break never did an ounce of good for me and then the place I go to for therapy is always a big hassle, last time they told me the wrong time for an appointment and put figuring out how to resolve it all on me....thought they where supposed to be helping not giving me a headache. Also there should not be stigma to the point I am afraid to tell people I am on SSI, I mean I started seeing this guy I met and we're liking each other so far and he finally asked how I got what income I do and I was afraid to be honest but I did because I figured if they where really going to not want to see me again over that then f*** them...but I was quite anxious/nervous about telling him but luckily he didn't judge or anything but should someone really have to be afraid to say they are on government assistance over stupid stigma?
It is all dependent on myself I have to do something(just not sure what yet)....I can't passively sit by, its either that or I submit to the suicidal urges someday.
I don't expect everyone to like me, I also don't expect to just 'get over' all this, even if I don't focus on it, its still bothering me and that there is seemingly nothing I can do...except watch humanity kill itself and the planet with it, try to laugh at it over a beer or something but hey the dark reality still creeps in.