hey guys, i live in lebanon where internet can't be called internet ... so my problem is: sometimes when i am playing battlefield and the game lags or when a file is refusing to download or download speed is much slower than usual... i get mad and i feel that i did too much bad things to people and god is punishing me this way, and i only feel i wanna rip my face off , or i squeeze myself untill i feel that my head will blow

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so can anyone diagnose my problem and help me get rid of it ?!