Hi, trees, and welcome back to PC.

Three sessions is not a lot with a new T. Allow yourself time to learn to trust her. I undrstand that you don't have an unlimited number of sessions but that doesn't mean that it is possible to force trust and openness.

Can you try to tell your T that there are areas you are not yet able to talk about, though you might be able to do so later? Then the pressure will be off, perhaps, and you can focus on those things you can discuss now.

Your reaction after the session is interesting. I wonder if you might write these things down to show your T?