Actually, I am 59 years old, and have finally realized that I do not want a man in my life for any reason. I reached that point after a few bad relationships after age 50. The last one, I told I did not want sex, but after he asked me to marry him, I think he expected it, and I did it and I hated it, and I broke it off. I have broken more relationships in my life than I can count.
I still view porn, but not with the same urgency, and not as often. It's actually a very rare occurance in my life now.
But, I don't think viewing porn in my younger days had anything to do with the fact that I hate sex. I'm pretty sure I was destined to hate sex, but if view porn from a young age is the culprit that made me hate sex, then, I guess I'll never know.
Wish I could stop obsessing over this issue.