((((((((((((((bellaviolet))))))))))))))

i hear you and feel your pain. same situation with my mother. she too sided with my abuser. i love her and hate her at the sme time. confusing, rejected and abandoned are the words i would use. pm me anytime.
i will get over this - i refuse to let the pair of them to ruim my life any longer. follow me, in my footsteps, sometimes. we'll stumble, but we can overcome it all.

love jimny xoxoxoxoxoxoxox