I could finally see some efforts on their part to make things better so i gave in again. i let it go.

it would have been bad of me to ruin their positive change just to make them notice how much they're hurting me. wasnt this the right thing to do?

but im sure it will all come back soon. it always happens.

i just hope nothing bad coming from other places will happen now and i really hope that all my efforts wont be vain tomorrow because i dont think i could take it...