I feel like i am falling down the rabbit. I'm late, I'm late for a very important date. My life. I hope this is rock bottom and I have nowhere to go but up. I cand handle loosing everything. I have 3 kids to support and I cant afford to support them and me. I have a job and great insurance but cant afford to even see a dr. if I need to. Low wages working for a non profit who hasnt given anyone raises in years. Was so proud of still being married to the father of my children. It was a lie. We are getting divorced after 20 years. He made a good livimg and stil waiting for the child support to take effect. This is the only place I air my problems because im not the type to say oh poor me I need help. I just need encourageing words to get me motivated to do somthing positive with this life I have been givin.