Thanks! The only bad thing about normalcy "stable" is that I can't seem to function (get things done) without a driving force (mania/hypomania). Normal days I just catch my breath, actually rest, stay calm, get bored and indecisive about what I need to do. Mania pushes me to do the things I NEED to do but don't WANT to do. On my stable days I just want to do what I WANT and not what I need to do. Being this depressed there's nothing I even want to do but sleep and avoid people. I can't force myself to do anything today!