Thank you all for your support. Today has been pretty rough. Feeling so low and so down. I hate this week. I hate everything about this week. I am part of a 12-step program and my "home group" meeting is tomorrow. I've got my T appointment on Monday and seeing my nutritionist on Tuesday. I will have support... it just doesn't feel close to enough.

I can't stop feeling this way. I want to... I like what you said there Open_Eyes about how people with PTSD want to forget. Yes, absolutely, sounds fabulous. Anyone know how to do that? I've tried so many things... even EMDR... and yet I'm back here again. :/