^ Your life is worth fighting for, it seriously is. Even with that huge malignancy feeling. I don't know what to say as my life is pretty bleak right now - but wanted you to know that you're not alone.

Today is heavy, hard, ridiculously difficult and full of ridiculous thoughts running in my head. I'm grounding myself on my couch with netflix and the cat. Because I don't feel like I can do anything constructive when my head is this friggin' destructive. Today is not a good day. Please, please, please let tomorrow be a better one.