I dont go home for another week
My T is just helping me to try and cope. Things are a little better because I can dissociate and right now I am just numb. I just am in survival mode. Thats all I can do. I have to function at work
I have veen trying really hard to eat something everyday. Today I had a protein drink and some vitamins. I will try and eat a little more tomorrow
I am keeping the pills under better control. I wish I didnt like the numb feeling they give me. Still taking more than I should but not as many as I was

Just need to make it through my trip home and I can manage.
I can do this