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Almeda, I am seriously so proud of you for getting to what looks like the core of a lot of what's going on.... for being brave enough to admit this, and spending the time to better yourself. I love the fact that you wrote a letter to your T, and you want to read him parts of it. I am thinking of doing this as well. Sometimes I bring in my journal, but the whole idea of a letter seems more powerful-- because it's meant to be for him. I agree with what you said... it seems that you are a point at this moment, in which you have the opportunity to make the next session extremely profound. That's a beautiful and scary feeling-- when stuff is just spilling over and it's time to release. If it is time for you, go for it.

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Thank you so much Pinksoil. I'm nervous about reading some of the letter. I've mentioned that I had letters and sometimes bring in my journal and he never asks what any of it says. So, when I ask to read the letter, if I get a sense at all that he might be uncomfortable then I don't know...of course, maybe I'm projecting my nervousness on to him?

Oh and as far as the sex topic and what you can do...it only came up with me and my T because of my husband and our intimacy issues. We also did couples counseling with my T and discussed this topic at length. So I was able to get comfy early on.

This is one topic I can discuss 24/7 anyway. I'm sure it is another faulty coping mechanism or something...giggle