I can totally relate to your anxiety. I was a teen mom, so I never got the chance to go to college. Now that I finally have the opportunity almost 20 years later, I am having such huge amounts of stress over it. I have another child who is almost 3 now and a husband to take care of, along with my endless list of mental health issues. I also started taking topamax 6 months ago which has killed my ability to focus. I'm thinking once I get through this semester I might take a break to get myself together, but then I'm afraid it will end up being a permanent break.