I'm not sure this is the proper place for this, I'm still learning this sight's ins and outs so if this is in the wrong spot I apologize and accept being reported.
An issue that has recently been cropping up more and more in my life is the fact that I'm not enjoying anything any more. I believe it is because I am bad at everything and thus don't take pleasure in what I do because everyone else does it better. I used to like writing but now I can't do it any more because everything I put to paper is flawed, hackneyed, and uninspired. I can't play games any more (board or video) because I always lose due to my own incompotence, and it's no fun always losing (and I don't like playing things you can't lose because what's the point then?). I used to ride my bike more frequently for fun whereas now it's just for transportation because I'm fat (though not obese yet) and sweat a lot, making me look foolish. Etc. etc. so on and so forth.
More and more I've found myself just listening to music and watching classic movies (most recently I started the dollars trilogy) but at that point I'm just passively absorbing other people's work and not doing anything myself, which just makes me a lazy bystander which I get enough of in day to day life.
I... just now realized this is a rant and not a question... uh... thoughts?