Thank you for this -all of it but especially that above

Dear 8888 you have been hurt so much it's true but I don't believe for a minute that what was done to you makes you incapable of loving someone. You are not damaged. You are whole and beautiful and worth being loved. Some of us have endured experiences beyond our control and it affects us deeply. However, I believe you still have the capacity to love if given the right circumstances, environment and exposure to loving people. It's helpful to talk with an understanding therapist and I recommend it. There is more to life than you can see now.