Thank you to everyone for your support. So far I have had a nice weekend. I had lots of personal chores to do, but also time to relax. I feel okay when I am not at work. I think I mainly have the constant fear that many of the co-workers and bosses are "out to get me" somehow. This may not be true at all, it is just a nagging feeling I have and it may be part of the depression. I have a lot of bad dreams at night. I don't know if that has to do with medication I am on or again if that is the depression. I am so thankful for all the loving, caring friends I have here.