I think it does bother me-sometimes when I am feeling really down, like no one cares, but I do have a spportive family so they do call me, email, txt, visit. But there are times they don't know, because I haven't told them. Meaning, they talk to me 2days ago-when I was ok....so they don't know I woke up feeling crappy today.also, there are other times I just don't want totalk to "normal"people-even when they are trying to help, be empathetic
They have never experienced this so they really only get it to a point....also I like your dark humor... "normals/not depressed/not bpd" would think it horrible to send this type of card-but we get eachother!! Like I said, my family does really try, they are great listeners...but they don't alwayd get what I need to do to pull myself out, or what these roller coaster emotions are like. Also, sometimes I think I'm embarased, like why am I the only one this way...I wanted a normal positive life, too...did I get on wrong line before I was born?? (Lol)
Thanks for reading my rant...