Since my T told my two weeks ago I have only 6 sessions left, my flashbacks and foggy trauma memories have stopped. I still get triggered and I still have the headaches that make my physically ill, but the rest of it has stopped. If I do feel a memory or flashback come up I block it, although I still react physically. Could this be because I feel abandoned and unable to trust him now? It's not like I like the flashbacks and horrible foggy trauma memories, it's just that I know they're there under the surface and I can't allow them to come up now.

I'm leaving counseling unable to work, unable to do things I used to enjoy, unable to be around people, unable to have a normal sex life, and unable to feel hope for the future. I seem to be leaving therapy in worse shape than when I started. This is not a good way to leave someone's care. But it is what it is and he didn't make the rules about set visits.

I am so confused.