I m back at the hospital, yesterday my husband was hospitalized again with pneumonia, had surgery, today he is in pain, restless. Good thing he is in excellent care, will be a long week with pain and hopefully he will finally recovery in a months. I am very tired, the post chemo and radiation treatment still made me feel exhausted, chronic fatigue. My anxiety level is really high, am not well most of the time, am not depress I think am not, but chronic anxiety slowy putting down. I am coming back to our room to rest. All I want is to sleep for 12 hours ...