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Originally Posted by ozzy1313
Thank you all so very much!!! I am tearing up (lol- like it takes much!) reading all of your messages of support.
I feel bad for my husband- I feel like deserves a better wife.
As for therapy, I have only recently begun again and our last session brought up horrible memories and then I couldn't get in for another 4 weeks. Wondering if those memories got hold of me without me realizing it and this is what I am left with. It's kind of like I was told to walk out on the plank and then have to wait there for a month. I will call tomorrow and try to get in sooner
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Hang in there!! He doesn't deserve a better wife-you are a good wife,same as if you had diabetes, asthma, etc!! Those illnesses also go up/down, go to hospital, etc. I am not saying this lightly...I also used to think not good enough/he deserves better but HE was not perfect either, he has hiis own issues/illness.I used to get very very frustrated especially because my spouse just thought I could perk up, meds work and still juggle 2jobs, lids, house, etc...def call your therapist to get in sooner. Dont be afraid to admit you need see him/het every week. If they can't do it, maybe see if they will also do phone consultations, find support group in uour area to go to, maybe find different t who can see you1x/week...you need convince your t how bad you are feeling....I am not md...just saying try some othet things.
Hang in there. ..hugs...we know how it feels, you are not alone