Offthegrid,

You are right about that, why am I waiting now? I did see bad signs in the beginning of our relationship. I guess I didn't want to break it off because I love him and didn't want to be lonely. I told Army guy we have to get to know each other again even though we have known each other from high school. My friend told me if you do decide to be with Army guy and something later on that it didn't work out at least you gave him a chance. She also told me to live my life in peace and freedom away from drama.

I mean, boyfriend has been there for me he has seen my darkest days, how my parents are horrible, seen that type of drama, seen me in such severe emotional pain, etc he is my rock that I was able to go too.