thankyou so much for your support once again. i have 2 influential docs on my side now pushing for a med change. they are both calling me tomorrow, plus one of the crisis team. i should get different meds next week, so i can manage til then i also have a 24 hour crisis line to rely on,the problem is my impulsiveness which makes them think i have bi-polar. so things should now happen quickly.

love you all loads, hugs to each and every one of you along with love and care

jinnyann xooxox